音乐剧[悲惨世界] ２ 决定脱胎换骨冉瓦问让自己“我到底是谁？”

主教的饶恕、宽宏让冉瓦让大大震动。雨果在小说里大段地描写他的心情：其中“比大海浩瀚的是天空；比天空更浩瀚的人的内心世界；此时此刻冉瓦让呆坐在海边的一块大石头上：心潮澎拜．．．”　　

在周边所有的人都看他是罪犯。警长拉威一再地提醒他你是罪犯你是“２５６０１”
他自己认为是个有名有姓的“冉瓦让”
主教称他为“朋友”“兄弟”　
他到底是谁？

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Valjean - What Have I Done? Lyrics
[VALJEAN]
What have I done?
Sweet Jesus, what have I done? 人在内心的独白常常需要对象！述说需要对象、祷告需要对象。这时让冉瓦开始对耶稣说话。耶稣自己清楚地宣称：“我是道路、真理、生命，若不借着我，每人能到父那里去！”　　
Become a thief in the night,
Become a dog on the run
And have I fallen so far,
And is the hour so late
That nothing remains but the cry of my hate,
The cries in the dark that nobody hears,
Here where I stand at the turning of the years?
If there's another way to go
I missed it twenty long years ago
My life was a war that could never be won
They gave me a number and murdered Valjean 这是对冉瓦让的人格最大的侮辱！姓名在每个民族里都有很深的内涵：取名字是长辈对孩子的期望，等等。在圣经里，名字太重要了，例如雅各改名为以色列，等等。
When they chained me and left me for dead
Just for stealing a mouthful of bread
Yet why did I allow that man
To touch my soul and teach me love?
He treated me like any other
He gave me his trust
He called me brother
My life he claims for God above
Can such things be?
For I had come to hate the world
This world that always hated me
Take an eye for an eye! 　　　　　在这段唱段里让冉瓦在声嘶力竭地呐喊！**那些他从这个世界学到的生存的手段！　
Turn your heart into stone!
This is all I have lived for!
This is all I have known!
One word from him and I'd be back
Beneath the lash, upon the rack
Instead he offers me my freedom
I feel my shame inside me like a knife 在“使徒行传”第二章，“众人听了扎心”问彼得该怎么办？彼得答：悔改！信耶稣！
He told me that I have a soul,
How does he know?
What spirit comes to move my life?
Is there another way to go?
I am reaching, but I fall
And the night is closing in
And I stare into the void
To the whirlpool of my sin
I'll escape now from the world
From the world of Jean Valjean
Jean Valjean is nothing now
Another story must begin! 　
[He tears up his yellow ticket-of-leave]